Reasons come out.

Oh...I just figured that anyone who reads my blog long enough would figure that I'm a whiner and complain too much about actually having readers since there's about some....million other blogs out in the blogosphere (which one can easily become lost in)....
The purpose for all that is that I'm interested in writing (whether as a serious hobby or a profession)..and when I write here, I pump my soul into it (of course I usually skimp on a lot of details cause I'm trying to avoid anything being made TOO public about my life) so when I write...and write...and write..about seemingly random things...then about serious things....and then just..nothing comes of it.
-Bah..you probably think I'm complaining again, don't you ? Well no-one asked you ! H-hey ! Come back ! *tear*

Beautiful.

Like the title for this post, the inspiration comes from a song I heard, Eminem - Beautiful (I'm getting into rap ? *gasps*)...and I have to say..Marshall Matters is a genius.

Maybe I should update my non-existent (no offense) readers to what's been going on....I haven't been posting mainly because I'm just sorta lazy that way (and seeing no change graphically kinda makes me miffed)....and because since August I've been suffering through bouts of depression, which is what basically part of this song is about (mostly about how difficult life was for Marshall but still..)...

I'm not about to spill my guts over what my depression was about (now getting over it, mind you) but if you think your life is hard...try walking a mile in my shoes.

(Btw I'm sure that this isn't the right album cover..don't hate)

Growing depressed.

Well...I'm not considering whether or not I should discontinue my blog. I've stuck with it faithfully (for the most part) since May...and have yet to see any vast improvement on anything.
Maybe I'm just being impatient but I think 8 months and some over 50 posts would at least bring in one reader...
Some blogs take years to reach their full potential...the question is...am I willing ?

Ok...screw the countdown clock then...who needs it ? Stupid thing keeps resetting after I leave the page....

New Templates..fun.

After Levi's persistant nagging, I've finally changed the old shoddy template I had for one with some colours. This one is called Light Shards, thanks to Pyzam...
I also got a countdown clock..think of the fun I'll have =D

Exams...

Yet again, exams are back around (which is what I'll use as my excuse this time)...I got through a few already, just gotta hold out till next week (oh joy)....